Tumblr.

I've started a Tumblr to vent/ track my new diets and such. It's at http://alyssaanorexic.tumblr.com/

I'll probably post to that more often than I do on here when it comes to strictly Pro-Ana stuff. No I'm not PROMOTING ANOREXIA. My Tumblr is a place for me to get out what's in my head like I do on this blog. I will probably still post on this blog with journals. The Tumblr is mostly for progress, quotes, little thoughts.

Have a nice day (:

Quotes

"You look really pretty tonight"
"You'll always be beautiful to me"
"You're amazing"
"I really want this to work"
"I really like you"
"If it was up to me, this would last forever"

These are just a few things I would imagine my one true love would say to me. I have always been a hopeless romantic, and when guys tell me stuff like this, it means a lot. I had fallen short of believing this kind of thing until a week ago. A guy told me all of these things throughout the week, and I believed him. I felt like he really liked me, and I really liked him. I wanted it to work as much as he "wanted" it to. Now he's broken up with me because he thinks I'm getting attached. I don't think I'll ever understand this.

Which came first? Love or Happiness.

So I started dating this guy, Anthony, a week ago today. My friend Jessica saw me a few days after we started dating and noticed my bubbly personality. When I told her I had a new boyfriend, she thought that the new guy was the reason I was so happy. That isn't necessarily the case. I am quite ecstatic with him, but I think it was my happy mood at the football game that got his attention. I went to that game with complete confidence. I think that's what got his attention. Now we're together and I am even happier than before. :D