I feel really bad about not having a journal. It seems like writing down my thoughts used to keep me sane. Gosh, I'm going insane right now. Sometimes I question the point of living all together. I really do. Somedays, I want to kill myself, or go completely insane and have to live in a mental hospital for the rest of my life, but what kind of life is that? No life at all. I'm pretty sure Peter would drop me on the spot if he knew what I thought 24/7. If I could go to a mental hospital, I wouldn't have to do anything. I just want to give up. I don't want to kill myself per say. I'm just sick of trying.
About Me
- Alyssa Cook
- αlγssα ίs тнє иαмє, lίvίиġ lίfє ίs мγ ġαмє. ί đoит lєт αиγoиє вяίиġ мє đoωи fяoм мγ cloυđ иίиє. ί đoит иєєđ αll тнαт ρoт тo ġєт нίġн oи lίfє. scнool ίs мγ socίαl иєтωoяӄ αs ωєll αs fαcєвooӄ, αиđ мγγєαявooӄ. ί lίӄє тo sтαγ ίи sнαρє, αиđ ί'м oи тнє ccнs тяαcӄ αиđ fєίlđ тєαм. иo, ί đoит яυи lol, ί тняoω тнє đίscυss, sнoтρυт, αиđ jαvєlίи. ίт's sυρєя fυи!ί αм αlso иoω α тίġєяєттє ίи тнє ccнs мαяcнίиġ тίġєя вαиđ! мγ sίsтєя ίs oиє of мγ вєsт fяίєиđs. ωє sнαяє єvєяγтнίиġ! oтнєя вєsт fяίєиđs of мίиє ίиclυđє ӄαίтlίи тнα×тoи αиđ sαvαииαн đяαρєя. ί'đ jυмρ ίи fяoит of α тяαίи foя тнєм! тнαт's αll ί cαи тнίиӄ of тo sнαяє αs of иoω, вυт fєєl fяєє тo мєssαġє мє ίf γoυ'яє đγίиġ тo ӄиoω мoяє. ί'll вє ġlαđ тo ωяίтє вαcӄ :)
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