I miss... :(

I miss being able to tell you everything. I miss playing with your hair. I miss your "crazy driving". I miss falling asleep with you on my bed after church. I miss ordering the same thing every time at Sun East. I miss getting our hair cut together. I miss being with you. I miss the cheesy stuff we would say over face book. I miss going out and just doing nothing for hours, but still having a great time. I miss you telling me "I love you" I miss not seeing you at least twice a week. I miss our "tutoring sessions". I miss you showing me you're game covers and other graphic designs. I miss you holding me. I miss you kissing me. I miss you standing outside my house telling me you wish you didn't have to leave. I miss the dinners with your family. I miss just watching TV with you in the living room. I miss our chess game, even though you creamed me. I miss writing little saying on your face book wall. I miss taking pictures with you. I miss planning our future together. I miss riding in your car. I miss our arguments. I miss you talking sternly to me. I miss us arguing until I cried. I miss the arguments that made us both cry. I miss you wearing your jacket inside all the time. I miss you taking your shoes off at my house. I miss you eating over. I miss going to get a 25 cent Fanta from WM and Becwayne's. I miss walking around oxford park with you. I miss the fights. I miss the screaming. I miss you caring so much. I miss you loving me. I miss you being jealous when I talk to other guys. I miss holding hands while walking through the mall. I miss lying on your shoulder during a movie. I miss feeling so comfortable in your arms. I miss us. I miss what we would have been. I miss the idea of becoming part of your family. I miss being "in a relationship with William Draper". I miss being "Engaged to William Draper". I miss writing "Alyssa Renee Draper" all over my papers. I miss drawing cute pictures of us. I miss listening to the "With Will" playlist on my iPod. I miss never having to worry, because you were always there. I miss depending on you all the time. I miss never having to worry about being sad, because you made everything better. I miss being completely in love. I miss being infinitely happy. I miss running at the park with you. I miss everything we once were. I miss everything we once had. I miss everything about you. I miss You? No, I miss what you used to be. ):