Journal Excerpt #2

Okay, so today was… You know, I really don’t know if I want to explain it. I do, but I don’t think it can all come into words. I’d rather just go to bed and cry, but the computer is my music right now… I did learn something in church today... We had to list things that people normally do to their enemy. Some things were:

·         Put them down whenever possible.
·         Physically hurt them.
·        Think about ways to hurt them.
·         Cuss the person out.
·         Hope the die a slow and painful death.

So, does this mean that I’m my own enemy? I don’t know what I’ve become…