Up Way too late!

So I just finished posting previous journal entry's into my blog so that I could have a semi-clear start for just journal-ing straight to the blog. I am up at... 2:47 and I can't sleep. I actually fell asleep around 7 or 8pm and I slept until midnight, and I'm up an about again. I can't to too much this time of night because everyone else in the house is asleep and I don't want too many lights in my room on because that would disturb Halley, my sister, whose room is connected to mine. I'm trying to figure out a way to get over my... insomnia? Is it called insomnia if you can't sleep in my case? I usually get sleepy way too early and then wake up just as dramatically early. I would rather fall asleep around midnight and wake up at 4 than what I'm doing. I know that my pattern over time might be the one causing my crazy habit, but even if I am tired, it's hard for me to fall asleep around midnight, and if I go to sleep too early, that's when I wake up. I really don't want sleeping pills to help with it, I'd rather just learn ways to cope with it, and still have a fairly productive day coming. I actually went up until around 7 without eating today. I didn't even mean to. I woke up around 10am and went to work for someone at my church immediately, so no breakfast. Then, she offered me something to eat, but I just wanted to get my work done, get paid, and go home. She called me on such short notice that I didn't have time for a shower and I felt so disgusting. She didn't seem to notice, but all I could think about was how gross my hair felt in the heat. She didn't have any air condition on, and all the windows were open. I was worried she would see my scars, so I wore my arm warmers, but as soon as I got there, she insisted I take them off. She wasn't being rude, she just knew I would be working with cleaners and bleach, and she didn't want me to ruin them. Now I don't even know where they are. There is a slight chance that I left them at her house, but before I freak out, I'm searching my room and the car. Okay so I get home from working and Jeffrey texts me wanting to go visit Jessica. We head over to Jacksonville, and it's my first time seeing her new apartment. It's so awesome. I was supposed to live with her, but my parents changed there mind at literally the last minute. They have agreed that after 1 year at home I can live in Jacksonville with Jeffrey while continuing at JSU. Jeffrey will be a senior in high school so he'll be coming to JSU next year anyway. We aren't going to live at the Grove where Jessica lives though. We're going to live at the neighboring apartments called the Reserve. It's 55$ a month cheaper per person and still most of the perks the Grove has. When I get home from that, I finally get something to eat. Haha, I eat a good bit of popcorn chicken and some cheese stuffed jalapenos (both microwavable). Then, I had an apple, randomly. So that's all I've eaten all day. I think it was because I was doing stuff and wasn't really thinking about food. Tomorrow will probably be different since I don't actually have anything to do and I'll be home all day... Unless my mom and dad decide to go to Coleman Lake. I asked them about it, but I didn't ever get a clear answer.
        Well, I think I've rambled on enough. I'm actually not too anxious tonight, so it's not as interesting a journal as I thought it might be... but I'll leave you alone now, if anyone's actually made it this far haha. Nighty Night--Alyssa